A YOUNG woman has revealed her struggle with depression by unveiling a heartfelt tattoo that says “I’m fine” to anyone looking at it, but from her perspective, upside down, it says “save me.”
Bekah Miles dreamed up the inking to show the struggle sufferers have in what they show to everyone around them, against what they see themselves.
The 21-year-old came out about her battle on Facebook, posting the pictures alongside an open letter to her parents, explaining why she had the tattoo done.
She wrote: “So today, I got this tattoo. I feel that my leg was the best place for the meaning behind it.
“When everyone else sees it, they see ‘I’m fine’, but from my viewpoint, it reads ‘save me’.
“To me, it means that others see this person that seems okay, but, in reality, is not okay at all.
“It reminds me that people who may appear happy, may be at battle with themselves.”
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Bekah says she hopes her tattoo will start a conversation about the often misunderstood condition.
She said: “This forces me to talk about my own struggle, and why the awareness of it is important.”
People who read her letter praised her honesty and recounted their own battles with depression.
One wrote: “You’re a very brave girl – it’s an uphill struggle and I hope you reach a place where you find happiness with somebody you love xxxx.”
The post has since gone viral and has been shared more than 200,000 times.
She added: “I never expected it to go beyond my friends and family. I thought reaching out to them was enough, but I am completely and utterly in awe of how far this has traveled.
“This is exactly what I wanted–to reach out to people and let them know that they are not alone.
“Please keep sharing and spreading the awareness. This is the only way to get some real change in the stigma.”
Alamy 
Bekah’s letter in full
(Dear mom and dad, please don’t kill me over this permanent choice. I want you to hear me out.)
Today, I am coming out with something that only few of you know. I am ready to have a conversation about my mental illness.
Last year, I was diagnosed with depression. And in all honesty, I believe it was a problem for quite a while before that, but I think it just got worse to the point of hardly functioning.
So today, I got this tattoo. I feel that my leg was the best place for the meaning behind it. When everyone else sees it, they see “I’m fine,” but from my viewpoint, it reads “save me.” To me, it means that others see this person that seems okay, but, in reality, is not okay at all. It reminds me that people who may appear happy, may be at battle with themselves.
To me, depression is the days that I feel sad for no reason.
Depression is the mornings that I don’t feel capable of getting out of bed.
Depression is the sleeping too much, or sleeping too little.
Depression is the homework that I never completed, simply because I didn’t feel like I was capable.
Depression is the break downs I have over absolutely nothing.
Depression is the eating too much, or eating too little.
Depression is the nights I begin to cry because I feel so overwhelmed, even though everything is going right.
Depression is the 50 pounds I carry in my chest at all times.
Social media provides a welcome distraction for young people facing depression.
Depression is the need to constantly be distracted (being on social media, playing video games, watching movies or shows, or working all the time) because I can’t trust myself with my thoughts for longer than 3 minutes.
Depression is the friendships that have suffered because of my inability to function.
Depression is the hurtful thoughts and actions I have towards myself.
Depression is the tears I have because I don’t know why I feel so worthless, when I know I should feel happy.
This is one of the most difficult things to open up about because it’s extremely hard for me to feel vulnerable…but this needs to be talked about.
Mental illness is serious, but so shamed in our society. We care so much for our physical health, but hardly a thing about our mental state. And that is seriously messed up. Mental illness is not a choice and will likely hit everyone at some point in their life. If it’s such a huge issue, why aren’t we having this conversation about it?
That’s why I got this tattoo; they are great conversation starters. This forces me to talk about my own struggle, and why the awareness of it is important. You’d be surprised by how many people YOU know that struggle with depression, anxiety, or other mental illness. I may only be one person, but one can save another…and that’s all I could really ask for.
Maybe this is part of why I am so interested in psychology. I want to help people who feel the way I have—and still do—because it’s hell. And I don’t wish that upon anyone.
“I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.” – Robin Williams
**Also, THANK YOU to the ones who have helped me in this battle. I would not be where I am without you.**
Read more about the new stats that show one young person takes their own life through depression every five days.
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